Maria’s Rants…just read it📝

Hello lovely people! I know, don’t hate me, it has been way too long ever since Halloween that I haven’t published anything but let me just say this. My website got cancelled because I cancelled the payment on accident and I panicked because I thought I had forever lost my beautiful blog. Oh my guys, the panic I had during my Turkey trip (I’ll talk about that in a different blog don't worry, there are many stories to tell about that journey) as I tried to post a blog about Thanksgiving…it didn’t show up and I was like “Oh no it can’t be…”. But here I am five days later with my blog still showing up. So, now I am committed to writing TWICE a week because I miss writing about random stuff. So, what should we talk about today? 

School. Shopping. Suici- wait I shouldn’t say that.. 

The most used word that I have said these past few weeks is “I will lock in..” and has that happened? Somewhat..let’s just say it has been rough and my grades can show you that! But I am not worrying because I am very sure that I will get my grades up in no time. I just need to once again focus and ACTUALLY lock in. Also my sewing class in Saddleback is going to kill me because tell me why I have so many things to do next week that I haven’t done..

Some ideas I have though is taking time and studying with all of my friends and getting food together so hopefully that will help us and maybe today I will ask my mom to get me fabric so I can sew my skirt on Tuesday and turn it in on Wednesday. Yup, one day to do my beautiful project..I love school. 

Another thing that I have been thinking a lot about is new clothes. I am dying to go shopping and I need to go shopping soon. But when? I have no time. Maybe after I lose myself in finals week I will let myself have some freedom and go shopping and buy WHATEVER I want. Very self care coded! I am sure that my Bf will love to carry my 100000 pound bags of clothes and makeup. One thing that I do need to buy is shoes. I bought these shoes that were supposed to be my “Vacation” shoes but I am using them anyway but I would love to get those very trendy and cute Adidas shoes, I just can’t seem to find the right colors that I want. 

Can we talk about how I feel like I am going to get abs just by looking at ab workouts and ab pictures? Yes, for the past two months now I have been doing ab workouts on and off, but the only problem is..I eat too much so the ab workouts are useless because apparently eating good is 90 percent of how I can get abs. But today is my last day of eating like shit! I ate breadsticks for breakfast, ice cream with Reeces and extra whipped cream after my breakfast, chips, more chips cause I have been craving purple Doritos, coke, and random oranges. Now that I think about it, maybe I am thirsty? The point of this is, I am trying to be a Carrie Bradshaw girl and have my life together..sort of..at least have my abs together by my Birthday! 

Ugh, too many thoughts guys and not enough attention spam from people. I love this blog post, it is so unstructured and messy but it is helping me get all of my thoughts out of my head. 

Okie my lovely people, I will see you very soon this week..again. You will get sick of me now that I have full motivation to write again! Mwah. I love you! 

Bye Bye

XoXo, Maria E.V